Archive for March, 2009

A secret

March 9, 2009

After tested with my most recent post, I can guarantee no one is reading my blog after it had been deactivated for that long. So, I feel much more comfortable to write this.

I got a job, yeah, so happy. At last, I don’t have to depend on my parents who have been supporting me 24 years financially and morally. For an engineer, girl is always a rare animal in company. Also, once you start working as an engineer, you will hardly have time to find 1 soul mate. I’m worry of that, I worry more than I desperate. The youngest son of N S finance director, Stephen Khor, told me since secondary school, chasing a girl is simple but to maintain is hard, as long as you both still in a relationship, you can simply tell the world your investment is so far so good.

Most of the guys choose gf based on few criterias, big breast, nice figure, hot, pretty or stupid. Unfortunately, my family is Element. During my final year 1st semester, I met this girl who changed my life. She looks like an angel to me, I swear to God that I never lie. I like 4 things bout her, that’s why in her FB note, I answered YOU for the question what remind me of her. First of all, her curly hair, then her eyes that never lie or hide her emotion, then her voice when she speaks in mandarin. When I called her, she will ask zomok sometimes, oh my, her voice can cure my illness and make me feel energetic. Lastly, I like her because she is the 1st girl who doesn’t want to spend my money. However, she is the 1st girl treat me meal. My family is not that rich from what others think, my dad takes loan to run his WOFS. So, I won’t chase her with my parents money.

She always think I’m supertitous, choose girl based on feng shui, and gay with my course mates. I’m not. She was telling that maybe just because she doesn’t like me at all, not even 1%. From the day she told me she has 5 Earths in her 8 Zhi, I straight away can tell she born in the Dragon hour with my experiences. Girl who born in Dragon hour is strong and making her self element a strong metal. However, she needs only water to balance, not fire as fire further strengthen her 5 earths thereby producing a stronger metal. A person with 2-3 earths in the chart signifies that person is trustworthy but for person who has more than that, it turns unstable, in other word, she won’t trust people easily. Besides, unstable can lead to misjudgement of given opportunity. As a result, she will make wrong decision. My younger bro and sis lost their relationship after explained by my dad. Their partner 8 zhi is uncontrollable. Luckily there is a method to control to bring her luck, I found the solution when I was trying to know more bout her weakness, that is, prone to stress. I know my dad always want me to find a wife that can bring me luck and success but I really like her, maybe I can be the one bring her luck and happiness. This is called unconditional love. Last time she told me these 2 words in msn but I don’t want to tell her that I actually willing to sacrifice anything other than money on her unconditionally because I already know her 8 Zhi can’t bring me any luck.

It has been a long time…

March 1, 2009

I don’t stop blogging but I keep them inside my iPod after I typed. I’m proud to say my luck is always a constant, I went for job interview, my dream lens, smooth sailing in exam, the game I played, ya, mousehunt, or whatever I want to achieve, it just, pop up. They are not unwanted pop up windows, so I’m very happy to see this. I really wish everyone can enjoy the same luck like I do. I want everyone stays happy and healthy, at least. I can tell you, for the past decade, I make same birthday wish, 2009, I will make one solely for myself. Again, many ppl still think I’m very rich, I hate them. I was the one who asked my dad stop being a goldsmith, it is very danger. I worked in WOFS malacca for months to understand the operation of the shop, and I assure to my dad I will take care of his shop, then I sacrificed my uni 1st year going up and down to seremban thru ktm to train my very own elite staffs. Customers from Kp praised my staffs are helpful and much more better than mid valley one. Until two of my dear juniors passed away, I even studied my dad notes everytime he slept to arm myself with the knowledge of 4pillars. I really want to help everyone as much as possible, with no return. I dont mind people laughed at me, as an engineering student, so supertitious. Maybe this make my luck always flow so high nonstoply. Today, I was treated a meal from girl, first in my life. I think I can have free meal until age 30 if everyone I helped want to treat me.

To my readers, don’t be selfish.

It has been a long time…

March 1, 2009

I don’t stop blogging but I keep them inside my iPod after I typed. I’m proud to say my luck is always a constant, I went for job interview, my dream lens, smooth sailing in exam, the game I played, ya, mousehunt, or whatever I want to achieve, it just, pop up. They are not unwanted pop up windows, so I’m very happy to see this. I really wish everyone can enjoy the same luck like I do. I want everyone stays happy and healthy, at least. I can tell you, for the past decade, I make same birthday wish, 2009, I will make one solely for myself. Again, many ppl still think I’m very rich, I hate them. I was the one who asked my dad stop being a goldsmith, it is very danger. I worked in WOFS malacca for months to understand the operation of the shop, and I assure to my dad I will take care of his shop, then I sacrificed my uni 1st year going up and down to seremban thru ktm to train my very own elite staffs. Customers from Kp praised my staffs are helpful and much more better than mid valley one. Until two of my dear juniors passed away, I even studied my dad notes everytime he slept to arm myself with the knowledge of 4pillars. I really want to help everyone as much as possible, with no return. I dont mind people laughed at me, as an engineering student, so supertitious. Maybe this make my luck always flow so high nonstoply. Today, I was treated a meal from girl, first in my life. I think I can have free meal until age 30 if everyone I helped want to treat me.

To my readers, don’t be selfish.